sometimes, you feel like there is something you want to blog about, but for some reason, maybe laziness or maybe some more reasonable reason, you don’t actually write it down, then you accumulate more and more of these things you wanna talk about until you end up with so much stuff to say that you just don’t even know where to start.

that’s sort of my situation right now

originally i planned on going to the US in my limited amount of summer (spring?) vacation, which is about 2 weeks long, the most break time i’d have in a year. but i was told very recently that work will start on may 1st, 4 days before i thought it’d start, so my 2 weeks of vacation is now even shorter. i’m not sure yet if this is gonna totally ruin my plan, but i don’t know if i’ll have enough time anymore… D:

i kept on watching the pv for GReeeeN’s 旅立ち, and i’d cry every single time she boards the train and starts reading the letter. it’s not like i can personally relate to it or something, but i just feel so emotional watching it. i really love GReeeeN, the lyrics, the melody, the way they were sung, everything about their songs are so perfectly done, i just love it xD

talking about being emotional, i never thought my life could get this dramatic, maybe sometimes i’m being too sensitive and think too much about little details, but i can’t help it. i guess, sometimes you just need to let it all out, and i’m glad you were there to listen, you have no idea how much better i felt, thank you =)

i need a new layout i need a new layout i need a new layout

i feel like i can ramble on about lots more things, but i really should go sleep, so…

thanks for reading & good night =D

“It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.”
- the little prince

it’s a little too good to be true, but somehow i’m not feeling as excited as i did for 一瞬の風になれ. i skimmed through the news, and the topic came up again, is uchi gonna have to be the guy who drank when he was 18 and was put on a hiatus forever? its been a while and they must bring up the subject everytime uchi is involved in some sort of news, i just really don’t like this, but anyways, that’s beyond my point today.

& the point is (aoi yu):

i had no idea who she was so i went searching for her pictures, and i was pleasantly surprised
she seemed familiar but i just can’t remember where i’ve seen her, and then i saw this picture, it’s so pretty! she gives me the same feeling uchi gave me, and it’s a good feeling =D

it’s about food, too, so now i’m really looking forward to seeing this drama, just not the OHMYGOD kind of looking forward, it’s more gentle this time xD

ganbatte uchi!

layout currently looking like a mess in IE
temporarily fixed, but still:
use firefox please~

suddently felt like blogging again, so spent the afternoon coding this thing. my heart was crying for a cute layout while my mind is telling me to make it simple and clean, so i ended up with this.. i’m not sure how i feel about it yet.. the problem is though, after going through all this i ended up actually having not much to say… D:

well i watched last week’s cartoon KAT-TUN and Jin’s cuteness totally killed me throughout the video, I laughed so hard non-stop for a good 20 minutes xD
so i guess i wanted to make some screencaps so that i can look back and remember how cute that was, but its almost midnight and i’m too tired/lazy to do anything else, so maybe… another time?

my parents left for china this morning, they should be there soon by now
maybe i should go do some algebra >_<